My nephew doesn’t view this site. That’s cool—he’s only 17, so he’d have no business here anyway.
But it doesn’t matter whether he ever sees this or not. He already knows how I feel.
Now, Auntie Raine has been known to torment be a little hard on her favorite children. :twisted:
But this is a treasure of a kid. Despite many problems, health issues, and obstacles, this kid has made it through high school with a 4.0 g.p.a. He’s worked every summer to save money for college. He recently applied to several, and was accepted.
He chose a PRIVATE college in California. When I heard that the tuition, housing, books, etc. would amount to close to $29,000 A YEAR, I damn near had a stroke. No one in my family has that kind of money. :shock:
This young man has just pulled in a scholarship for $24,000 a year. For each of the four years.
And he’s still working on grants.
I’m so damn proud of him I could burst. :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:
Besides the happiness the news brought, there was a quick rush of an old memory for me. For an instant, I remembered the sensation of being that young, that hopeful, that…indomitable. Having your whole life ahead of you, the entire world before you, and looking forward to the challenge. :yesyesyes:
How sad that most of us lose that to rules, society, seeming defeat, negative people, or just plain, old-fashioned getting worn down!
Experience is a wonderful teacher. It can also be a cruel corrupter.
It’s a very fine line to walk, isn’t it?





Oh no, now you’re making me all sad for lost dreams.:cry: But how right you are. Life can be bruising as I have well and truly experienced lately but there are always those moments of shining light that keep us going. It might be an extraordinary sunrise, my ‘cool’ teenage son’s grin when I crack a joke, one perfect chocolate…
Other times I want to drown in my rum and coke rather than drink it but on we struggle like a fly in a web always hopeful that tomorrow that editor/agent will take pity…Okay, shut up Suzanne but you started this.:neutral:
Congratulations to your nephew!
Yeah, life and all that …:wtf:
I’m sorry, Suzanne. I know whereof you speak, though I didn’t mean to make you sad.
But wouldn’t it be lovely if we could hold onto that youthful optimism, even as we experience life?
I had a friend who used to tell me, “the dreams don’t give up on us–we give up on our dreams.”
Sometimes I’m not so sure about that… :???:
Btw, Suzanne–all my replies to you are being spam-blocked. I’ve tried both addresses, hon.
Eve, he’s a great kid. :grin:
And yes…life and all that…
I’m so proud of him right along with you!! May all his brightest dreams come true.
…May all his brightest dreams come true.
…So he can take care of his ol’ Auntie Raine. :mrgreen:
(kidding! just kidding!)
Congrats to your nephew. Yeah, life can blow sometimes, but the alternative sucks. *g*
Jordan—true that! :yesyesyes:
Please tell the boy I’m proud of him too. That’s SUCH fabulous news!!!!!! :thumbsup:
that is such fabulous news! congrats to your nephew.